oh shit it's been over a year since my last journal entry lmao
im still a depressed piece of shit. nothing matters, the usual shit. Except my mental health got another add-on, they said I have Avoidant Personality Disorder. They said there is no cure so I guess I'll just go fuck myself, haha. Explains a lot though. Doesn't change much, just puts a name to the shit that I do.
Funny story, I saw a friend from deviantart who I hadn't talked to in over 6 years a couple months ago. He texted me and said he was here. I thought he hated me, lmao. We had a good time hanging out. It was very surreal. Like nothing had changed, we picked up where we left off. It was nice to see him.
I'm 21 now. Not much has changed. I broke up with my boyfriend a couple weeks ago, cause I just want to be alone forever. I don't like to go out. In fact, I don't go out much at all. I like to be left alone. It makes me. happy??? I have a new roommate this year, and we don't really talk, but it's alright. I kind of miss my old roommate though. It's my last year of college. I have my last final of the semester on monday. I think I can do it. I've been avoiding doing stuff for second semester. I need to get an internship. I really just need to do it.
SEE> AVOIDANT PERSONALITY DISORDER
I'll write a note that tells me to do it, and hopefully I'll do it. OR. I might just take my current job, take a new branch from it, and say it's an internship. wwww. I could probably get away with it, so whatever.
I'm not very active on here, I know. Sorry. I spend most of my time on tumblr and twitter. If you want, you can find me there.
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